When I failed the Biology exam of the MEP

Last year, I had to do the Ministerio de Educación (MEP) exams. I past all of them, well, almost. I failed on the Biology exam. I was devastated. I didn`t wanna know about anybody or anything. I just wanna fell sleep and wake up the next day, and taught like it never happened, that it was a horrible nightmare. But, the thing is, when I woke up the next day, I realized that it wasn`t a nightmare. That my horrible dream was true. And, I couldn`t believe it.

My parents told me, you don`t have nothing to worry about. You have done too much for us. We are so proud about you. It doesn`t matter. You  would do the exam on April, and you`ll see that you can do it. Meanwhile, you can study any other thing that you want. So, I remember that, since I was a child I always wanted to learn how to play the guitar, so I decided I`ll do it.

But, the thing was that, I was so incredibly disappointed about my self, that I changed my mind. I couldn`t  believe that the result of my exam had affected too much on me. I even waited for the MEP to gave the appeals, but I still couldn`t pass. I missed tow points. That, made me felt so worse than before. It didn`t caused me nothing about my system of values to change, I think it remain the same.

The people who had influenced on me at that time were, everybody. Everywhere I went almost all the people that knew, supported me at 100%. They reacted just like my parents. They had gave me a lot of support, even know that I`m in college.

They all were very kind and nice. Were real friends with me, and my family.

The issue that was most on my mind at that time was, that I taught I was going to stay at that phase of my life. That, I was not going to succeed in my life as a professional, and also I taught that, I was not going to college. But, my family were there the whole time, and actually made me realized, while I`m surrounded by them, I will not be or feel like a loser. And, that really helped me, a lot.

If I have the opportunity to change something, to avoid that situation, I might do it, but if I start thinking I wouldn`t be at the ULACIT right now. Why? Because, I would had made the terrible mistake of studying medicine or another thing, that probably I wouldn`t liked it, at the end. And, I would made my parents to waste a lot of money, unnecessarily.